4.15.2004
It's tough to get out of bed with the notion that, in the grand scheme of things, nothing you'll ever do will ever matter.
I mean...time ends, right? At least, that's the theory people are sticking with right now. If time comes to an end...how does anything even matter? My head wants to explode at the thought that everything that any being, this world or not, has ever known, or will ever know, would cease to be.
Absolute nothingness is extremely scary. I'm guessing that's why go-getters are so upbeat...they're scared out of their minds.
At least I'm not one of THEM, with their upbeat attitudes and all-white casual walking shoes.
Mine are gray.
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Random thoughts aside, today was up and down. I got sidetracked with a stupid trip to H&R Block, and Em got on me about various things because I'm utterly forgetful. Tomorrow will probably be no different.
So, let's try this:
To-Do List - Thursday, April 15th:
Day:
Laundry
Clean up the front room
Pay bills (school loan)
Organize books on new bookcase
Mail in checks
Contact Phil Murren about uniforms
Night:
Pick up Jack for practice
Pick up Joe for practice
Practice - walkthrough for Saturday
Take home Jack from practice
Take home Joe from practice
Go home
Write column for .400, if my head is up for it
What a great-looking day.
Today's rating: 6 out of 10
Best part of day: Spending some time with Em, cheesesteak for dinner
Worst part of day: putting together the bookcase, going to H&R Block
I mean...time ends, right? At least, that's the theory people are sticking with right now. If time comes to an end...how does anything even matter? My head wants to explode at the thought that everything that any being, this world or not, has ever known, or will ever know, would cease to be.
Absolute nothingness is extremely scary. I'm guessing that's why go-getters are so upbeat...they're scared out of their minds.
At least I'm not one of THEM, with their upbeat attitudes and all-white casual walking shoes.
Mine are gray.
---
Random thoughts aside, today was up and down. I got sidetracked with a stupid trip to H&R Block, and Em got on me about various things because I'm utterly forgetful. Tomorrow will probably be no different.
So, let's try this:
To-Do List - Thursday, April 15th:
Day:
Laundry
Clean up the front room
Pay bills (school loan)
Organize books on new bookcase
Mail in checks
Contact Phil Murren about uniforms
Night:
Pick up Jack for practice
Pick up Joe for practice
Practice - walkthrough for Saturday
Take home Jack from practice
Take home Joe from practice
Go home
Write column for .400, if my head is up for it
What a great-looking day.
Today's rating: 6 out of 10
Best part of day: Spending some time with Em, cheesesteak for dinner
Worst part of day: putting together the bookcase, going to H&R Block
