5.19.2004
I told Farrah Whitworth-Rahn this evening that my Blog is generally for random crap.
Not so, right now.
What I wonder is...how often do you, the reader, feel ignored? I feel ignored constantly. Tonight, I left the OOTP boards because, among other things, I generally end a thread. That may seem silly, and it may be. But it seems like, whenever I jump into a conversation, that conversation dies because I entered it.
I hate that feeling. In fact, it's the worst feeling in the world to me.
And I feel it all the time. It absolutely kills my will to be productive, and I wonder if it's part of the reason why I don't have a job.
I only have a couple of friends--Em, Woody, Tanya, Brandy, Mike...and I have my kids, who listen to me (most of the time).
Other than that, nobody listens. It's rather ironic that I have a Blog that nobody reads. Heck, even Farrah signed off in the middle of me typing something to her (if she ever reads this, I am not offended. I know you're busy and have a life, and I completely understand that. I just found it amusing, given the content of this writing.)
Is this just supposed to be expected? Does nobody listen to anyone else? Does nobody pay attention? Is this why psychiatrists get paid so much freakin money, because it gives someone a person to talk to?
I don't get it, but my confidence feels rather crushed right now. I'm not looking for a pick-me-up, or anything like that.
It's my Blog. It may be for random crap, but it's also for rants like these, regardless if nobody reads it.
Not so, right now.
What I wonder is...how often do you, the reader, feel ignored? I feel ignored constantly. Tonight, I left the OOTP boards because, among other things, I generally end a thread. That may seem silly, and it may be. But it seems like, whenever I jump into a conversation, that conversation dies because I entered it.
I hate that feeling. In fact, it's the worst feeling in the world to me.
And I feel it all the time. It absolutely kills my will to be productive, and I wonder if it's part of the reason why I don't have a job.
I only have a couple of friends--Em, Woody, Tanya, Brandy, Mike...and I have my kids, who listen to me (most of the time).
Other than that, nobody listens. It's rather ironic that I have a Blog that nobody reads. Heck, even Farrah signed off in the middle of me typing something to her (if she ever reads this, I am not offended. I know you're busy and have a life, and I completely understand that. I just found it amusing, given the content of this writing.)
Is this just supposed to be expected? Does nobody listen to anyone else? Does nobody pay attention? Is this why psychiatrists get paid so much freakin money, because it gives someone a person to talk to?
I don't get it, but my confidence feels rather crushed right now. I'm not looking for a pick-me-up, or anything like that.
It's my Blog. It may be for random crap, but it's also for rants like these, regardless if nobody reads it.
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I know that feeling. In fact on a couple of boards I've been granted the status of THREAD KILLER since invariably, if I post, it's game over and the thread is dead. Little worrying, but the way I figure it, that final post achieved perfection and there was no need for anyone else to post.
The OOTP boards are full of brain dead sychophants these days anyway.
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The OOTP boards are full of brain dead sychophants these days anyway.
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