4.04.2005
Okay, so here's the situation in my life:
I'm still employed, though I'm not that enthralled with my job anymore.
My marriage, however, is not doing well. In fact, at the end of June, Em and I are going our separate ways for the time being. Who knows if it's permanent or not; at this time, I have to assume it'll be a clean break.
So, I don't have much up here; all of my friends have moved. I do have basketball, and I love my kids very much; leaving them would really, really hurt. But, I know I have to do what's best for me, and that may be moving down to Virginia to get a teaching job. I really don't like it, but I'm kind of stuck.
So, anyone reading this who talks to me regularly can hopefully understand if I don't talk a whole lot, or if I get a bit irritable (you know, more than normal). This is the most pressure I've ever had to deal with, and I'm not sure how to handle it. I don't know what the best path of action is, and I'd rather just let it sort itself out.
But, of course, I know it won't do that.
I'm still employed, though I'm not that enthralled with my job anymore.
My marriage, however, is not doing well. In fact, at the end of June, Em and I are going our separate ways for the time being. Who knows if it's permanent or not; at this time, I have to assume it'll be a clean break.
So, I don't have much up here; all of my friends have moved. I do have basketball, and I love my kids very much; leaving them would really, really hurt. But, I know I have to do what's best for me, and that may be moving down to Virginia to get a teaching job. I really don't like it, but I'm kind of stuck.
So, anyone reading this who talks to me regularly can hopefully understand if I don't talk a whole lot, or if I get a bit irritable (you know, more than normal). This is the most pressure I've ever had to deal with, and I'm not sure how to handle it. I don't know what the best path of action is, and I'd rather just let it sort itself out.
But, of course, I know it won't do that.
